The Master Key Week 4 LeeOutLoud

I can feel it already. My mind is shifting and my energy is coming back because I am peeling away the layers of my old blueprint and finding my true self. It is in there! It has been simply covered up by years of doing what I am “supposed” to do and keeping the job I am “lucky” to have and not embracing my true talents. In reality, I have always known the greatness that is in here, i just let outside noise get in the way.  Today,  I am ready to show it.

My goal this week is to get my DMP together with my guide and with the help of my MASTERMIND tribe. I am listening in my car to the messages and the webinars and manifesting my chores/goals/PPNs/service. It is a little overwhelming getting all of the homework and activities done, but I do see that they build and connect. On Tuesday, I decided to go ALL IN. I had an epiphany!

I had an epiphany!

As I sat in the hotel meeting room with a number of smart people who have my same job;  it is job that many other people would LOVE to have; at the beach where other people would love to be, in a training for a drug that others would love to sell… All that I could think was BLAH BLAH BLAH. This is NOT me. And that IS OK!

Yes, it is a good company.

Yes, I have make good (could be better) money.

Yes, I have super benefits.

Why would I want to leave this?

Because it is not the best me. It is not me using my given talents and skills to create a life I love. I have known this for quite some time, but today I act.

I am ready to be the best ME that I can be and that may mean leaving this “good job” to find a great life. I appreciate the opportunity and the freedom that pharma sales have provided up to this point in my life. I earn my money, hit my goals, play well with others and build relevant relationships. And now…. I want to do this for me rather than a corporation.

My side hustle Live Green will no longer take the back seat to naps, job, excuses.

What a difference one phone call or one day can make. I realized today on the Mastermind Guide call, that I am not alone. Most people are confused as to what they want to be when they grow up. Many people continue to do the same things and expect different results. Although I really do not think I have much in common with those on my call, there are a few with whom I can relate and I can learn from all of them.

One big lesson I learned today from D was to love people through their misperceptions. Those who do not understand me do not need to leave my life, rather I need to love them through it and release them from having influence over me.

This is hard. I ain’t gonna lie!

The time commitment is minimal when you break it all down. I will make my service cards. I will show up when I commit to being somewhere. I will find the vivacious, effervescent, energetic person that is going to show up on my new blueprint.

Today I went to a naturopathic physician to check on my complete lack of energy and the fact that my get-up-and-go has got-up-and-went. His thoughts and ideas coupled with my work in the program will get me to my destination of over $20,000 per month in income, a Range Rover, a cottage with a mortgage of no more than $1500 per month, 3 vacations a year (2 overseas and 1 in the US), and financial freedom from any college payments for my kids.

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